Grandma’s Tale December 18, 2006
Posted by dreamweaver in Reflection.trackback
It all happened, as if the days never moved.
Dreams of the past; touched by familiar mortals, flowing through time.
…as though they made them stop, and let you truly feel for once, in your life.
Grandma is a gentle women, always showering life in simplicity; She loves music, has a wonderful heart of kindness, touching those who needed it, at all times.
A cheerful life, and a magic smile; life’s so great whenever she’s around.
….but there she is now, lying on the bed helplessly, with vines of hallow tubes seemingly endless, injected onto her frail body. Her soul now restrained by the life’s support system – She is diagnosed with cancer; the casteless undertaker.
“Grandma!”; I echoed in despair.
“Grandma – Grandma!”; I was running, running in a dark room in tears towards her.
I could hear my own footsteps, resonating through the pitch black room, with images of our past – the sharing we had, the crying I wept, and the joyful moments of our lives, giggling through time.
“I never had a chance to show you how much I loved you, grandma!” tears rubbing against my cheek as they flew behind me in motion.
The room changed, back into how it was a year ago, back to the day she slept there tiredly looking, the day when I brought the flowers for her, slowly walking by taps in my office suit.
It was a beautiful banquet of flowers – white, purple roses and small red petals, with long light green stems and ribbons; a wrapping so awe and passionate, knowing their very soul existence was to appease the receiver.
….but these beauties are meant only for the eyes of the beholder; she could no longer see. She was already withering, her life fading, as though the years of yonder is finally coming to an end.
There were chatters among the physicians, and nurses who seemed to compel to their orders, moving about in the room; all imaged with shadows.
They shouted, and they rushed to save as the beeping of life slowly passed.
…. to an end.
I saw her, lying on her death bed.
There were tears among everyone, all trickling down our cheeks as we hugged.
I saw her, inside her cradle – the cradle of life, slowly being lowered into the grave as flowers floated above her, slowly resting onto her casket.
…
I was suddenly in the dark room again, with her inside the ward.
“Nelson.” I heard her voice calling for me.
“Nelson don’t worry, we all have to leave earth some day.”
I ran towards her again, finally reaching as her voices faded.
… and there I saw her; she was holding the beautiful banquet of roses.
Holding it tight, as she now rests…. in peace forever.
u know what, when my grandma pass away 18 years ago, i seriously have no recollection of her passing in my memories. My memories kept looping between the time she was taking care of me, giving me candies and taught me things in life.
It was weird, when i ask my parents why, due to tradition, i wasn’t allowed to attend the funeral due to my young age. They were afraid that i couldn’t understand it.
she often appeared in my dreams and believe it or not, it’s always the same dream… the very moment, she gave me that candy…
whoah….so the image of you receiving the candies are burned deep within..
yeah, well, at the end of the day we really have to appreciate those around us..until it’s too late..
omg.. *sniff sniff*
you really have to consider changing your profession soon.. a writer!! worth making this a short film too.. so that the nostalgic of it is captured in its purity.
*sniff* – thanks butt, writing stories yeah maybe, but making a short animation?? i’m not good in that ;P infact, unless each keys from the keyboard could draw the pictures i want, then i’ll start
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maybe the dream had something to do with my regrets of not being able to repay her while she was alive. hmm.
Good writing, I can actually picture the scene in my mind. Sounds like you had a great relationship with her.
thanks firehorse
yeah well..sad sad..sad to see people go just like that.
aik, no update yet? don’t tell me it’s the earthquake’s fault ah
Anymore dreams, Dreamweaver?
wah..thanks butt and firehorse for coming back!
i still have many dreams left unwritten, but alas..again work is holding me back..very apparent in both my blogs.
but i’ll probably be able to write at least one post this week~
Gosh, I’ve said this before, am saying it now and will say it again. U r really one good writer…
Almost brought me to tears!! *sniff* *sniff*